Monday, December 17, 2012
I havnt posted in few months, but i have good reason!
I fell out of the loop to re-invent myself and my style.
so prepare for that in 2013.
Its almost christmas!!! HORRAY!
This is gonna be my first christmas away from home!
Im gonna be in the Cleveland Ohio area for a few days with the boyfriend and his family!
Also, ordering phones tonight! nothing fancy~ just iPhone4s', Sprints got pre-owned ones for $50, so Chris and I are each getting one. both white, since theyre out of black ones. and otterboxes. I will happily spend $40 to keep Bloody Mary from befalling the same fate as Henry VIII... lol~ see what i did there?
But yes, so check back in 2013 ya'll!
have a Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays and have a Happy New Year <3
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Monday, October 8, 2012
long time no blog~
life you know.
this entry is pretty random (its about rings)~ so i'll give you a little backstory/factual nonsense abt me:
- I like nice things
- I want to get married.
- I will hopefully be married soon.
- I dont want a wedding
- Wedding planning would kill me
- I would become a bridezilla
- Weddings are stressfull
- Weddings (at least MY wedding) cost more than im willing to spend
- I refuse to rent a dress or buy one that will be worn once
- I'd rather spend that money on the honeymoon and my ring
- This is my dream wedding ring:
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
BUT 2013 will be my year!
im planning on getting a 2nd job sometime soon, so i shall have more income to pay bill and shop
but mostly pay off my mountain of debt
also 2013 will be my one year anniversary with Christoper!
after 2 years he said he would marry me :3
we got this!!!
also,im finally feeling super motivated and positive!
so i may do a few videos in the next couple of weeks!
i may do a skin care video, my eyebrow tutorial and i HAVE to redo my "catching up with kaywoww" video, since the mic on chris' laptop wasnt working when we filmed to 1st one lol.
lol look at this hot mess~
i also plan on reding my blog like 100%
i usually do it all myself, but since i had to wipe my computer, i lost a lot of my GIMP brushes.
also im not really sure how i want to do it.
maybe ill spend a little bit of money and have a custom layout made!
anybody have any suggestions for a good blog/graphic designer that's pretty cheap? I don't wanna spend more than $35 on my silly little blog lol
Help a gal out!!!
Sunday, August 5, 2012
Thursday, June 28, 2012
So i am totally over EVERYTHING.
no joke, i fuckin hate everything~
i dont know why i have so much rage. maybe i should get some therapy.
so heres whats been goin on since febuary
- ended a 10+ year friendship over something that couldve been worked out easily had there had been communication
- my dog max started having moderate seizures
- found out max has a slew of problems due to age and breed:
- enlarged heart
- lung infection
- fluid in the lungs
- fluid in the abdominal cavity
- leaky lower heart valve
Allow me to elaborate:
I work at a bar, of course i drink. I used to drink QUITE a bit, not BLACKOUT EVERY NIGHT or anything, but yes i was inebriated by the time i got home maybe 4-5 nights a week (also, i dont drive so dont think i was drinking and driving :p) and on a few occasions yes i did get blackout drunk. however, i always got myself home safe and was never a danger to myself or others.
Ok cool! im down for that! so its all good....for a few weeks.
When i hear (ok lah, READ) we'll take a break but "keep in touch", I assume that we will still be in contact during this break, nothing huge~ just a few hey how are yous, how was your day and things of that nature. Correct? Well i must have been wrong because for about 3 weeks i tried to contact my friend-keep in touch-as it were, only to not have my phone calls answered and my text messages ignored.
did i fuckin miss something???
So then we text argue and i just say look~ you just need to tell me if you want to continue to try and be friends or not, so that i can either keep trying or walk away.
It was pretty clear that nothing as of now could be done, so i told her to walk away.
If she cant believe that im not an addict, then i cant have her as a friend.
It sucks and im not happy about it, but thats life. And if she ever wants to try this again she has my number.
lotta shit eh?
WELCOME TO MY LIFE YA'LL!
ITS FULL OF CRAY!
but yeah thats about it.
And after venting i feel a lil bit better. so if i seem distant or whatnot, you now have reasons why.
Truthfully, im not a bad person, im not mean or angry, or an addict.
Im just, too caring, too nice and too stubborn.
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Friday, April 20, 2012
a few weeks ago or so i did a photoshoot with my friend chrissy and her friend kris. i kind of wish we had been better prepared, but they came out nice (at least in my opinion). but because C&K werent happy with their pictures, i will not be posting pics with them in the shot. :\
and yes, i am in hooker heels and yes the dock was moving as i was sitting on it, and it was freezing.
We're probably going to redo this shoot in may with a different photographer, just to see his work. i personally have no issue with how my photos turned out.
also, i did not shop anything in these pictures.
credits: Voodoo Angel Designs
Let it begin!
Saturday, March 31, 2012
|tyra and my aunts hat.|
Thursday, March 1, 2012
My aunt died Saturday and after her funeral on Wednesday I found out that one of my best friends that I've known for 5+ years died that morning.
Thankfully I've got supportive friends and family along with an amazing boyfriend to help me get through all of this.
So I'll be back to blogging after a short hiatus to grieve and heal.
Sunday, February 19, 2012
not that its a big deal, its not like i post anything of severe importance lol
Im at work w/ chris, he's cooking every dish off of a new menu for plating and demo purposes.
THE KITCHEN SMELLS SO GOOD
i want food!!!!!
also- random thoughts on gyaru:
Im really over it.
im over people being stuck up other ppls ass
im over ppl saying this persons more gal than that person
im tired of "the rules"
im tired of the drama
im tired of the fakeness
I'm not goin to be quitting the style or anything, i just really dont give a fuck anymore.
lol not that it matters;
"im not gal anyway"
(well according to G_S)
ya know what--maybe im not.
i was punk before i was gal, and punk is still in my soul.
Friday, February 3, 2012
YAY OFF DAYS
today was quite productive for me actually:
i washed like 2 weeks worth of laundry, cleaned the bathroom,the kitchen swept down the basement steps, cooked, fed, watered and played with the dog ALL BEFORE NOON!
but since i didnt want to spend my off day stuck in the house smoking cigarettes and drinking martinis (hey, Im legal and i can do as i please!) i hung out with my friend Shannon and her husband Deon.
And where do u think we ended up?
yup, I always end up at work.
But i had good reason to:
Happy Hour from 4-8 (half price calls, well, drafts and wines, PLUS i drink for $2 since im an employee)
and my main reason:
Chris wanted to see me
lol so from 4-6 we drank and did just random trivia w/ m y friend Taji who works down the street at The Pub, and chris came out and did some trivia with us and met Shannon.
She says hes a keeper :) that makes me happy.
But anyway, Shannon had plans at 8, so she left.
But i stayed to hang with chris and we have a date planned for after he get off work in like an hour or so.
Im chillin in the Kitchen office at work (hes Head Chef/Kitchen Manager) on his laptop, pissing out this blog.
he just opened the door and said "I came in here for something..o yeah, thats right." Kisses me and then ran back onto the line.
BEST BOYFRIEND EVER
o yeah my outfits really cute too!
I'll have Chris take a pic later and edit this post.
but ok, guys, thats all for right now i think...
My birthdays the 10th!!
hittin the BIG 2-3!!
lol ok bye!
Friday, January 27, 2012
1) Girls who can't walk in heels- baby, if you can't walk in a 4inch heel, don't wear em!!! Get a lower heel, or take your heels off for a bit! I can't stand seeing girls walkin around like lame horses. I will put you out of your misery.
2) Girls that wear clothes a size too small- ok look, when you wear clothes that are too small, you just look like a sausage. Sausages aren't sexy. Wearing a small top when you are in fact a large will NOT push you're tits up or out- you just push them in and give yourself uni-boob. Also, its just not cute.
And don't fuckin wear shit from the kids section if you're a grown ass woman; the shirts are made for 6 year olds, not a size 6 woman.
3)Girls who pile on the makeup- ok lah, confirm I REALLY can't say too much on this because I wear a lot of makeup too. BUT here's the main difference- I don't pile it on 136585 layers deep. I don't look like an acne riddled clown. That really bugs me, I hate seeing chicks with bad skin who pile on the foundation. Baby- get some tinted moisturizer and skin care. BOOM.
4) BAD extensions/weaves/wigs.- Another thing that I can't say much on lol. But really, my wigs aren't bad, they're just synthetic, I'm poor lol and I'll get a human lace front eventually. But anyway, I should not be able to count your shrinkies/micro rings/fusion glue beads/rubber bands/ weave thread/ tracks when I'm walking behind you. JUST SAYIN. NOR should I be able to tell that your "everyday" wig is from the halloween store. I guarantee you that you can find a decent wig on ebay or in the wig shops. If I can, you can too.
5) Cellulite and short dresses - ok boo boo, I get that you wanna be cute and all, but I also know that you spent an hour in the mirror checkin yourself out. And I know you saw those waves and ripples on your ass and thighs. With that being said-- COVER THAT SHIT UP!!! DON'T NOBODY WANNA SEE YOUR ASS AND THIGH OCEAN!!! FUCK!! Buy a dress that's 2 inches longer! I have cellulite too! But you won't see me flauntin it when I'm dancin on a speaker!!
And that's about it for right now. I'm pretty sure I'll add more lol. I hate a lot of things.
*4 oz cranberry juice
*1 shot lime juice
*1 shot of soda or tonic water - I use soda
*2 olives (optional)
*1 lime slice for garnish
Mix all liquids in a martini glass, garnish w/ olives and lime
Order a sullys special. Enjoy
Thursday, January 26, 2012
What's been goin on in my life you ask? Well my friends it's quite simple:
I work 40 hours a week lol and ive got a boyfriend!!!!! ＼(^o^)／
But that's really nothing important lol, well not to you guys at least.
Also I'm blonde again. It's been a while since I've had an "unnatural" hair color, so I had to change that. ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆
O yeah! I'm blogging from my iPhone! It's really nothing special or fancy lah, the blogger app won't let me sign in half the time (♯｀∧´) but I do love my deco apps lol
Also, chris makes me happy
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
So my dog killed a opposum yesterday. no biggie, happens all the time.
My dad disposed of said marsupial but putting it in a bag and putting the bag in a box and putting the box in the trash.
Sunday, January 1, 2012
on to the pictures!